Something happened in community yesterday and I’m still processing it. I feel very knocked off centre and kind of wobbly about whether it was ok or normal that it happened. Or if it did happen at all.
Lots of obsessive and scattered thoughts and feelings. Yuck. I can only sit with it all, and be with myself, until it resolves somehow. I have no one to talk to about it.
“I have no one to talk to about it.”
Fuck. That hit me really hard.