Some days I just want to be rescued. And looked after. I’ve been living quite a solitary life for a long time now and my kids are growing up and it’s weird not having them need me so much. And I find myself needing to be needed. And then I find myself feeling lost and empty. I would like to have a someone in my life. Like a best friend or something. Probably I don’t want a partner at all. But who knows. All I know is today I feel in limbo. It started when things didn’t work out the way I expected this morning, and I came home feeling lost. And it’s just kinda grown through the day into this. This weirdness. Maybe I’m actually lonely?
This has been a brain fart. Goodnight x