I often feel lost after socialising

Like, who am I, again?

Son 1 came to visit me tonight. Yay! We watched some more Babylon 5, ate fish n chips, and tiramisu for pudding.

Very nice.

A clear sky in orange and mauve hues with five orange vapour trails heading away. Two silhouetted planes travelling across the frame. Some silhouetted trees in the foreground at the bottom of the frame.

For hundreds of people in this shot, sunrise had already happened.

Seven planes ✈️ this morning. 📷🌅

I made it out into the -6°C for blue hour in the park this morning. I got some snaps, and it was very pretty, but I think I left my inspiration in bed. Super glad I got outside tho.

Currently warming my cockles in Costa in the village ☕️

I had a great walk in the park for golden hour this afternoon. The ground was frozen and covered in snow. The sky was BLUE af. And there were pockets of light misty vapour over the snow in the shaded areas. Super nice! Super glittery and golden!

The camera was happy and got its proper exercise.

Brightly painted orange and blue tyres stacked on the ground covered with leaves. A large maple leaf coloured vibrant green and yellow. A vibrant violet-red leaf lies on a background of decaying foliage. A green car parked in front of a green ivy-covered wall and a bush.

Seems a few days ago, but was last Autumn.. 🤯

📷 5th November 2024

I’m very confused about Series on Glass.photo. It seems such a great idea but I am obviously a bit confused by it. iti

It’s gonna hit -7°C here tonight with sunny weather in the morning. I’m itching to make it out there with my camera for blue hour. But will I manage it?

A PlayStation 2024 Wrap-Up for user aerynaeryn with summarised statistics. Play style: sharp shooter. Games Player: 89. Hours Played: 392. Multiplayer Hours: 7.

My 2024 PlayStation Wrap-Up. 🎮

Multiplayer hours seems way off. 🤷‍♀️

Currently WTFing my way through The Stanley Parable 🎮

A 3D rendered scene of a grey, industrial interior with an entrance to a darkened room which has a sign reading MIND CONTROL FACILITY above. To the left ESCAPE is hand lettered on a wall in red with an arrow pointing down a corridor.

🤔 not sure 🎮

Episodes 4,5,6 of Arcane, S2: fuuuuuuuuck! Destroyed me.

Better leave it another week for the final third.

Album artwork for Hesitation Marks by Nine Inch Nails

Freedom. Longing. Grief. Relief. Repeat.

My soundtrack to moving to a new home and being newly single for the first time in a very long time. 2013.

One of my fave NIN albums tbh

Hesitation Marks by Nine Inch Nails (2013) 🎵

A lilac grey early morning sky with silhouetted trees, house, and telephone lines in the foreground

Blue 📷

Today was a good day.

This morning: The Squirrel Encounter 🐿️ which was so nice and unexpected. But too tired to tell that story tonight.

Also. Had a great time at support centre. We sang happy birthday for someone 3 times and ate lots of cake.

Now is self-care and journaling time. 🥱

My schedule is not a to-do list
My schedule is not a to-do list
My schedule is not a to-do list
My schedule is not a to-do list
My schedule is not a to-do list

A screen shot of Luminous Beings from the album Singularity by Jon Hopkins playing on my phone

Aaaaaaah I love this album so much!!!! Weeeeeee

It’s the ultimate GettingShitDoneOnASunday music. 🎵

I ❤️ snow

You know when you’ve ordered your coffee and they’re just preparing it, and then a bunch of people come into the coffee shop and go directly to fill up the best tables in the place ahead of you, before they even joined the queue?

A garden and houses have a light covering of snow. There are silhouetted trees against a grey sky and paw prints visible in the snow in the foreground.

It’s a cozy day! ❄️📷

A sleep tracking chart from a phone

My watch hallucinates. I had a brief nap around 8 last night. Then the tracking went screwy.

I was playing Fortnite between 11 and midnight. The watch thinks I was sleeping, with a high respiratory rate!

I slept around 2. This morning it congratulated me on hitting 8 hours! I had 6.5. 🤦‍♀️💩

It was a pretty good day today. I went into a depressive episode after my dental work yesterday. It was tough going. But I did manage to finish a post about cameras and I feel good for that. Today was getting back into a groove. Moving forward. And shitloads of intense paperwork